What is this purple appetizer serving its color up from a green throat fed by rain? Small spoon for the eye, meal of laughter, ridiculous finger bowl, grape, plump, oblong tear, give me your joyous juices bitten free, your full belly, your thimble full of mercy.
Julie Holds a Hummingbird
Julie holds her small hand flat. The hummer, no bigger than her finger, sits quietly there. In flight its wings beat fifty-three times per second but now its brown body is as still as a supplicant's, wings and claws tucked, the soft back silky like a key-chain rabbit's foot won at the fair. So still but alive, too, the heart pounding out two hundred measured beats, turbulence masked in feathered quietude. Its beak a fragile twig, useful for drawing forth the nectar, sweet strength against cold, against death. The black eyes depthless, no way in. White breast a cotton ball soft as breath. Julie catches her own breath, leans in to get a closer look, the hummer completely still, Julie finding the way to be still, to stand waiting, learning to keep her hand open, herself open to the bird, to this moment, to whatever good may come.
Shopping List
It was the loaves of Wonder bread, spears of Vlasic pickles, the list as long as one of Mama's naps and the hour's drive each way, alone, in the silver-grey Chevrolet. Fleishmann's stick margarine, nine pounds of ground round, ten links of pepperoni, sliced, and six bricks of cheddar. It was Mama's signed check in my pocket, the amount to be filled in, the Vienna sausages and the French-cut green beans. It was the rutabaga's hard body and the eggplant's soft. The frozen okra, and the yellow squash. It was the heads of iceberg lettuce to squeeze, packages of frozen turnips and black-eyed peas. It was my learner's permit and the long drive back, the bags to carry in when I got there, and the chicken to cut up and fry after that.
Amy Riddell teaches English at Northwest Florida State College in Niceville, Florida. Her poems have recently appeared in Prick of the Spindle and Blue Fifth Review. Her chapbook, Narcissistic Injury, is forthcoming from Pudding House Press.