In a split second a girl is forever pretty. It’s the rest of the time that remains questionable. When the mascara runs after the camera flashes, burning her eyes to tears. When her stubble sprouts 5 o’clock sharp, legs, under arms, under her nose. When the skin of her heels cracks white When her cuticles become hangnails. When the foundation sweats off in the sauna, during a tennis match, in the throes of passion while the cellulite of thighs jiggles in that spot right below her glutes, which shake, too. When the flesh of her upper arms swings when she waves. When her contacts come out. When her hair frizzes up. When her scar gleams red, still bright red after so many years. But in that one moment, her eyebrow raised, lips closed in a small smile, irises blue, cheeks blushed, hand at her chin, hand at her hip, the glinting barrette, her black dress hugging hips, cleavage, tight, a dewy glow all over her skin— that’s all she needs to make the boys eternally sigh.
Christina M. Rau is the founder of Poets In Nassau, a reading circuit in New York. She has been published in magazines like the now-defunct New Graffiti and Chronogram. She teaches English at Nassau Community College. She loves moonbeams and puppies. And sarcasm.